Easy Does It

personal.

so…

lately i’ve been struggling with depression. it’s hard for me to get up in the morning, let alone shower, eat or go about my day in a normal and productive way. 

this stems mostly from my situation with Myles, but is not subject to only that. breaks happen, people separate but it should not have the profound effect on one’s life that it has had on mine. 

i feel very little hope for my situation though logic would say that no situation is permanent. it is literally the most horrible, consuming thing i’ve felt in my life beyond what i felt in predicaments that some might dictate as worse or more devastating. it is difficult, to say the least, to not succumb to the desire to sleep away the next year or so, or worse. 

i guess the point of this is a) to reach out to my friends in a non-reactionary way in order to explain my distance as of late and b) to implore you, the reader, that once you find someone who makes you happy, who makes you comfortable and strong to NEVER do anything to jeopardize that. people and relationships are not expendable, we don’t get limitless chances to make things right. 

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